(Source: turboswag)
Posted 2 months ago
Posted 2 months ago
found this on my old computer from two years ago..i used to think i could write music.. xD
You’ve hurt me. My eyes are bloodshot. All the tears I’ve shed for you… My heart, beat slower now, for it is weak. My body is getting weaker, my breaths are fewer n’ slower.You’ve injected me with a drug..The needle entering my skin every time we talk. With every word you inject more of this drug into me, YOUR KILLING ME. I dont know if I can take anymore, with every talk I’m creeping closer to death.I need help, but no one can help me, your will is too strong for anyone to save me. I need more of it, I can’t stop taking this drug even know it’s FUCKING TEARING me apart!My head is pounding, my heart is bleeding from within, there’s a hole in my heart. My veins begin weathering away. My organs slowly dying. My mind is melting. Soon I’ll be nothing but skin, and this drug your filling me with.I onced loved that drug , now it’s killing me. In the begging it was just a happy high, now it’s just pain. In the begging the drug and me were happy. I didn’t know there was other people using the same drug, the same needle. Other people loving the drug. Now it’l lnever be the same..I can’t change the drug, I have tried and nothing but tears, I’m nothing to the drug. The drug is everything to me. The drug is killing me. I have failed, for I have seen death, it’sthe only way off this drug, take me with you death. I can’t let go of this drug.“Death, please take me with you the drug is killing me” -Death asks- “What drug is it that your addicted to?” All I can say is “Heather”, as I DESTROY WHAT LITTLE THERE IS TO DESTROY. brandoncolledge, http://brandonburnstrees.tumblr.com/
